I went for a week of silence to the monastery where we will have the Basic Course (13-14 January). It was not so easy. Great doubts about who I am and my future plagued me. Then I was part of a group of 8 ordained ministers, praying together. A beautiful way to guide these prayers was given through a copy of a 100-year-old prayer from Pope LeoXIII. How to resist Satan, how to set people free of demonic powers and how to bless. A dark load that had tried to envelop me was gone. Coming home I wrote this poem.